Monday, December 21, 2009

Hmmm. today is the beginning of winter soltice which means its the darkest day of the year.

Lately my mind has been bothering me. My thoughts have been clouding the beauty in the days.



Things i hate about myself.
1.) I'm insecure w/ how people perceive me
2.) I worry about how I will feel when the people i love will die
3.) I always think about situations that scare and worry me
4.) I just don't now why i cant be happy sometimes



Things i love about myself.
1.) my ability to see the bigger picture
2.) Being blessed with having a family who loves me
3.) my music
4.) my mind
5.) my art
6.)my humor
7.) my dreams
8.) my passion to love





what keeps me calm at night is remembering the good things. its all about remembering