Wednesday, December 23, 2009

death

Today a lot of the issues have been stressing me out. I have one dog and two cats that I have had since I was 12 years old. (Molly, Flash, and Daisy)

I'm 20 years old now and after I met my boyfriend I took it upon myself to rescue one of his cats from the street. She was extremely emaciated and needed help or she definitely was going to die. Everything was going fine but then she had kittens and a whole other problem came in. We were only able to give 3 away to homes and we were left with one. I recently moved out of my moms house to a place where, of course, not many pets are allowed. Plus the house is too small to have that many pets. We took my boyfriends cat and the kitten with us, (Kitty and Mugwai, who has grown a lot bigger than his mom)

my cats stay with my mom and my dog stays with my uncle, who lives on the first floor of where my mom lives. Molly my dog is going to be 11 years old and her health is not very good. She has arthritis and I've been buying her medicine and food to help her. My uncle has been neglecting her and shes been depressed. I left her with my uncle because I was under the impression that she was happiest with him. She always cries to be with him and its hard for my mom to keep her upstairs with her. I want to find a home for her or something but I just don't know whats going to happen. I wish I could just have a big enough house where I could take all my pets and give them the best life possible. I want to find a bigger place and stop having to worry about their health and happiness. I feel guilty because i sometimes feel as though I left them behind. I just want them to be happy and I want to have everything that will let me do anything I can for their happiness. I want to give them the best life for the remainder of their years.